
"Layer Upon Layer"
PETTIPOND REFLECTIONS
TOPIC NUMBER SIX
As a child Poufbunny, were you ever caught in the act of trying on something frilly, and, as a result, forced to get "all dolled up" to show everyone.....family, neighbors, etc.? If so, how do you feel that this form of parental (or guardian) discipline for the "crinimal" act has impacted your life?
Suggested by Erica
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		Peggy Sue  31 Dec 07 When I was 12 years old, I was waiting for my boyfriend in his basement to play with his electric train. While waiting, I noticed the laundry basket by the washing machine. I went over to take a look, and noticed my friend's sister's large bouffant crinoline on the top. I could not resist the strong desire to put the crinny on. 
          While I was wearing the crinoline and mincing about, the sister came 
          into the basement and caught me in the act.  She demanded that I 
          remove my male clothing and allow her to dress me fully as a girl.  I 
          agreed and she proceeded to dress me in her bra, panties, garter belt, 
          stockings, slip, huge crinoline and a pretty party dress.  She put me 
          into her high heels, applied a liberal amount of lipstick and rouge on 
          my cheeks.  She tied ribbons in my hair, put earrings on my ears, and 
          then led me outside to parade me around the neighborhood as her 
          cousin.  This ruse of course fooled no one.  I was exhilarated through 
          every minute of the dress-up experience even though I was labelled a 
          sissy, pantywaist, girlboy, missy, transvestite for a long time 
          afterward around my neighborhood.  But it ignited in me my life-time 
          passion and love of dressing in girl's clothing, particularly 50's 
          poodle skirts with crinolines, saddle oxford shoes, chiffon scarves 
          and bobby socks. 
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		Vicki  26 May 05 
		Yes.  
      I was at a friend's house.  He had a sister who was taking dance classes.  
      I don't remember who suggested it, but we put on her dance costumes -- 
      mine was a ballerina with (at the time) at huge tutu.  I loved it.  We 
      danced and pranced for quite a while, then his mom walked in.  She was 
      really mad and we froze while she yelled at us.  She then paraded us 
      downstairs to show his sisters who laughed and laughed.  I burned with 
      embarrassment, mixed with great  | 
    
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		Michael  26 Oct 04  
		 
		By the time I was nine I had wanted to try on a dress, 
		,just to see what it was like. I knew better than to ever mess with my 
		mother's clothes and I didn't have a sister. My only girl cousin was a 
		lot older than I, so her clothes were much too large for me. 
			I have read some fantasies people have about this on 
			the Internet, but believe me, if you ever suffered such humiliation 
			you wouldn't want to remember it. 
		
			I was then made to prance and talk in the prissy 
			voice for them. My friend left the room -- I know that she felt 
			terrible for me. This went on for about an hour. Then I was allowed 
			to wash my face and take off the bows and dress, and get dressed in 
			my own clothes. 
		My mother told me if I ever wanted to play dress up again to let her know. She told me she'd dress me up, including frilly panties, and take me to the arcade to visit my friends. 
			I wasn't allowed to play with that girl anymore and I 
			didn't dress up for several years until my urges got the best of me. 
			My mother never knew of my crossdressing after that and she passed 
			away a few years ago. I think that what she did to me was very cruel 
			and do not agree with that type of punishment. 
		
			The worst part was losing what may have been the best 
			friend I ever had. I only saw her in passing and hardly ever talked 
			to her again. She moved away when I was in the eighth grade.  | 
    
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		(anonymous)  1 Jul 04 
		I was probably 1952 and I was probably 6 or 7 years old. My best friend, my sister and I used to dress up all the time and the three of us would hold a parade using our red wagon as a float. My best friend and I usually dressed as bums and my sister always got to dress as the queen. At times we would all dress up as women wearing my mother's or grandmother's old dress (which were 10 times too large for us). We still looked like bums in drag. Eventually I began to fantasies about wearing my sister's pretty things - silk/satin panties and pretty dresses. I think I tried suggesting how wonderful it might be to my best friend and got a very negative reaction about dressing like a sissy. I never suggested it again but could never get it out of my mind. 
			Eventually I had to try it. When I did it, I got my 
			first ever boner. I had no idea at age of 6 what was going wrong 
			with me. I remember sitting, hidden in the closet when I heard my 
			mother calling for me. I froze! She must have known something was up 
			because I was just being too quiet. She eventually found me in the 
			closet dressed only in my sisters panties. She scolded me and said 
			wait till your father gets home. My father was rather brutal with 
			his kids and this was terrifying to me. Eventually when he got home 
			and my mother told him about my episode, he found me and forced me 
			to undress and he put the panties back on me. He started calling me 
			Roberta. I was balling, totally humiliated and just knew that I 
			could never live this down. While they let me get out of the panties 
			to get redressed as a boy almost immediately, I felt my life was 
			over. I was totally humiliated. 
		
			I think that it was more than a day before I would 
			even venture out of my room and look any family member in the eye 
			again. My brother and sister seemed to know how badly I was taking 
			it; so that they never said anything about it to me. My brother did 
			tell one of his friends at school about it, and he in turn told his 
			little brother, who was in my grade in school. When confronted I 
			just denied the allegations and it all just blew over. Thinking back 
			on it, this was probably a best case outcome. Thank God there were 
			no bullies around to start teasing and taunting. I don't know how 
			much was said behind my back but nothing was said to my face. 
		
			This episode scared me for life. The trauma of it is 
			still vivid today - more than 50 years later. My parents probably 
			think that it was successful parenting because to their knowledge I 
			never did it again. The reality is that I never allowed myself to 
			get caught again but have dressed up all of my life. I have raided 
			my sister's, my mother's and my wife's drawers and tried on 
			everything that would fit and some that did not. I have gone through 
			the typical hidden inventory of cloths followed by total purges, 
			followed by a slow build up of new inventories.  
		
			I doubt that the humiliating punishment had anything 
			to do with it. I just love the feeling of soft and pretty panties, 
			slips, dresses, petticoats and love being dressed as a woman. It's a 
			fetish. In my younger days it always ended in masturbation. I have 
			felt like a sinner all of my life. As a Catholic alter boy I knew 
			that I would burn in hell for my acts and yet I have never confessed 
			this sin. The guilt probably had something to do with me loosing my 
			faith even though I had more than 14 years of Catholic education. I 
			have three kids and six grandchildren and am otherwise totally 
			masculine with no homosexual inclinations. I am now separated from 
			my wife and I have never let anyone know, but I now dress up 
			whenever I am home and have a huge inventory of cloths with at least 
			7 petticoats. I love my female side and I love Pettipond and think 
			that Tessy: you are wonderful. It is nice to know that I am not the 
			only one. Thank you so much. 
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        Kimmie  1 Apr 02  
         
      I do not know for sure at the age of four whose idea 
        it was to dress me as a girl, but it was done around 1959 at a day care 
		center.  I know I  had a wetting problem at  that age, and a 
        younger sister had died within a year. I do remember being diapered many 
        times and even being kept in the nursery many times. I do remember being 
        told there were no clean clothes for me, and I think I looked at a dress 
        hanging and said, "What about that?" I do remember many days playing 
        with the girls on the swing and having fun and being accepted. I seem to 
        remember being sent to the girl's side by the boys too. All this ended 
        when Mom came early one day -  I think I remember standing  
        outside the gate of the center waiting and the police were there. I  
        remember Mom coming out and saying that I  wouldn't be going back 
        there again. I still remember missing my friends, but my favorite friend 
        I now have met again years later, she married a boy I grew up with; she 
        remembers me, but the dress has never been mentioned.  
        I have continued to dress all of these years, but my favorite will 
        always be the frilly little dress with that full petticoat!   | 
    
| Rhonda Risque  19 Jan 00
      
       I was "caught in the act" at least 
      twice, while wearing my mother's clothes. It was very embarrassing and 
      upsetting, of course, and I promised both times that I would never do it 
      again. I tried to be careful whenever I wore her clothes, but there were 
      two times when one of my parents came home unexpectedly. The first time, 
      in June 1961, I had made the mistake of answering the phone and was 
      talking to a cousin when my mother suddenly came home. She was obviously 
      shocked, said nothing, and left immediately. A little while later she 
      called me and said we would have to talk about this. Naturally, there was 
      a confrontation with my father that night. They said I needed "help." I 
      was very upset and tearfully promised never to do it again. I kept my 
      promise for at least a year.  | 
    
| Cindy 29 Sep 99 Yes I was caught trying on a dress when I was almost six. It was real late at night when at night when I thought everyone was asleep. The woman I was boarding with scolded me and told me little girls don't wear dresses to bed. She then dressed me in a nightie while telling me this is what I should wear. I was then sent back to my bedroom where the other boy boarders slept. She woke them and introduced me as the new boarder and after much laughter, I was made to sleep in the gown. The next morning, after eating breakfast while still in the gown, I was sent back to my room while the others went out to play. After a short wait, she entered with her arms full of her daughter's prettiest clothing. After much screaming and kicking, I was dressed completely as a little girl. The only thing of mine was my shoes. I can still remember the dress as if it was yesterday. I was then forced out the back door into the yard with the other children including her daughter. It was not wonderful at the time and I withstood much humiliation and shame as the oldest boys kept lifting my skirts and laughing while telling the others to look at my panties. I was helpless as I could only cry. I remained in the clothes for the whole day including that afternoon when I was allowed to remain inside. I spent it playing with the daughter in her room. That's when I started liking the feeling of being a little girl. It was a soft pretty world that allowed me the freedom to be sensitive and gentle. As for the long term effects, it's been fifty years 
      since that happened and I'm still dressing up in the same style little 
      girls dresses (custom made). Was the humiliating events responsible? I 
      think so, since every time I dress up, I am not playing at being a little 
      girl but at being again the little boy being put to shame and made fun of. 
      Humiliation seems to be my driving force though there is a real calming 
      effect too. I just plain like feeling soft, sweet and pretty even if it is 
      just play acting. I only wish I could dress up all the time and enjoy the 
      swirling skirts, petticoats, ribbons, etc. continuously. I love being a 
      sissy boy.  | 
    
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